Life now--- I want a pause button

My internship is going on these days. Back in Bangalore for 10 weeks. I didnt wanna come here first. But it gave me an important realisation. I love being home and love being in Bangalore. I was really missing this place without knowing it.
I like being pampered at home. Call me a spoilt brat I dont care. I love my friends here. Can speak to them about anything. Love the city. I know it inside out. Dont feel lost here. The city also seems more inviting.
Contrast this to mumbai. Its a bright place to be in. Lots of happenings. But it doesnt feel like home. It might be more exciting but you feel more lost than anything else. You get the feeling that people dont want you there. College too doesnt feel the same like my college here. College here was fun. It just doesnt feel right there. College is also a place where hardwork goes unrewarded.
As the days are going by and I have just above two weeks to go back to mumbai. So not looking forward to it. I have friends there too and I want to catch up with some of them. They may be less in number but some are really close and I miss them.
But there is no pause button. Two weeks will end soon. In fact i suddenly feel that someone has hit the fast forward button.

The First One

First time ever. Dont think if I am doing this because its a fad. Normally, thats when I try new things. But this feels nice. I can just write what I feel. More of a private kind a person. Dont speak much to people around me. So maybe I can voice my opinion here.
I should probably justify the name of this blog. - " Stop thinking an Start Writing". I have a problem u see. I think about too many things on my own. Its high time I stopped doing that. Maybe this could be a more healthy way of pinning my thoughts.
So thats why the title. Lets hope I can continue with this more often.